Not everyone is Perfect.....

oke, i'm just gonna make a clean start..

like 2 day is my first post..:

so it's like allmost midnight, and i feel soo weird. I still haven't found a room. U see, i'm off to college in 2 weeks and i still have no place 2 stay. Ofcourse if u have money.. u will have no problem.. but i cant spend much money.

I can afford till 330/340 a month.. and u can get a room between 10 and 16 squar METERS for than... ITS INSANE hom much money it costs.  SO i'm praying 2 tha lord to please let me find a nice room that i can afford..

2day a man called.. cause i had an add on the internet: het had a room: 12 squar meter for 350 a month.. i know.. i know.. but i am getting soo desperate... :S So thats why i;m off to utrecht ( 3 hours drive ) to have a look at the room. so everyone please pray with me that i find a room !!!

so my cousing is getting baptised tomorrow.




She's only 5 month's old


and YES she is a catholic... And so i will be sitting in 2 churches to morrow..
First my own church .. a normal christan church.. and the I have to hurry to be on time for the catholic church.. where she will be baptised.

So then you will see a church filled with the MOST hypocritical persons.. People who Dont eaven believe in god, let a lone NEVER go to a church what so ever.. will have they're child baptised..

SO.. I soooooooo dissagree with the whole catholic church methode of baptisment.. oh oh oh
I mean... BABY's come on.. how on earth can they decide that they want the live they're life with god. I mean.. when you 've got parents who dont eaven believe but yet call them selves christans..

Cause..
I've your cathlolic then you are a christian...

so i studied for more than 4,5 hours today and i still am not half way.. more than 400 pages are waiting to be read...

OMG so thank god that i can take this exam twice... ( on friday and 22th of june )
I will depend on how badly i am gonna score on fryday.. my goal is to score a 6, but since in normal tests i barely score about a 5,5 .. this wil probably not happen
But hey.. I will pray for it..

And with the help of God i can get my 6


Cause if i dont...


IT WILL BE FATAL FOR ME !'
THEN MY LIFE IS OVER AND I DONT HAVE ANY PERPOSE IN MY LIFE>.

So i have a funeral on Monday....

From my church a family that i know.. theyr dauther died this week. Now dont be all OMG..
It was just a baby.. When she was born ( 2 weeks ago ) it turned out that it allready had 5 hart faillures. So when she was 3 day's old she had an 11 hour long surgery.
So then the hart was doing well.. the lungs bleeded and it would not stop...

And after a week.. they had to stop the machines..


She lived for 20 minutes ...

Christina Rest in peace...

so this past weekend there 15 people from my church got baptiset. Including my sister...
Our chruch was completely pack.. there where so many people.. cause events like this is always a good chance to bring other poeple to the church, mostly people who normally never go to church.
So there where a lot of my sisters friends.. :D

So it was really great.. my father was 1 of the persons who helpt baptiste the people.. and he made 1 mistake..

He baptiste a 17 year old girl but he said the wrong name ( he said the nam of her younger sister ) so that was a weird situation.. so she got baptised again... ( eventhough that was not neccecary.. )

So if you want to driva a unique car.. Dont write to Xibit so that he can pimp your car... NO.. just lookaround on ebay. look what i found... THE CAR THAT BELONGED TO THE POPE HIMSELF !! It's a VW golf and for just a little over 40 000 euro.. you can drive in your own PopeMobil. over 101 people allready placed a bid..

And there you have it..



Josef Ratzinger.. The new pope.. on every tvchannel possible...
withe smoke comming from the chimney
My first immpression was: OMG this guy looks so old. So he will be around for e few years and then we will have a new pope ( again )
I live like 5 miles from the german border.. so .. meaby i will see the mann

but hey..

you catholic believers have got a new leader here on earth.
and then an other funny thing... they claim to have 1,1 billion believers.. but i asked my self.. from those 1.1 000000000 catholic people around the world..
HOW MANY ACTUALY GO TO CHURCH on a reagular basis... probably not eaven half..

but hey..
they believe
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German cardinal elected new pope
Joseph Ratzinger will be Pope Benedict XVI
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 Posted: 1654 GMT (0054 HKT)



VATICAN CITY (CNN) -- Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger of Germany has been selected by the Roman Catholic church as the new pope.
Cardinal Jorge Arturo Medina Estevez of Chile made the announcement to a cheering crowd in St. Peter's Square.
Ratzinger, who took the name Benedict XVI, appeared on the balcony of the Vatican Basilica to greet the people and deliver his first papal blessing.
Earlier, white smoke rose from a Sistine Chapel chimney and bells rang Tuesday, signaling the selection of a new pope.
The crowd clapped and waved flags as the smoke began to billow over Vatican City about 5:50 p.m. (11:50 a.m. ET).
Suspense built as the throng waited for the symbolic ringing of bells, at which point the crowd broke into a roar of jubilation.
The conclave of 115 cardinals had voted three times previously -- once Monday night and twice Tuesday morning -- before selecting the new pope.
The cardinals' morning ballots were burned at about 11:50 a.m. (5:50 a.m. EDT).
Chemicals are added to the ballots to turn the smoke white or black.
Pope John Paul II, who died April 2 at age 84, had decreed that white smoke be accompanied by the ringing of bells, to avoid a repeat of the confusion after his election in 1978.
Ratzinger needed two-thirds of the votes to be selected.
Speculation rife
There has been a great deal of speculation about who may be chosen to succeed John Paul II, who died April 2 at the age of 84, but cardinals have been mum.
Some taking part in the conclave said they are looking for a leader who presents a hopeful vision, who can "generate some dynamism and some optimism within Catholicism," CNN Vatican analyst John Allen said.
The first clues to the process of finding a successor were sought during the homily or sermon delivered by Ratzinger at Monday's public Mass.
"Having a clear faith, based on the creed of the church, is often labeled today as a fundamentalism," Ratzinger said.
Allen said Ratzinger delivered a "very blunt" message for the church to "stay true to itself."
That was a strong indication that Ratzinger, 78, wants a "traditionalist" elected the next pope, Allen said.
John Paul was widely credited with extending the reach of the papacy. He spoke more than a dozen languages and set an unprecedented pattern of pastoral travel, drawing huge crowds all over the world.
He was also strictly traditional on issues of sexuality and the role of women in the church, which won him support among some Catholics but alienated others. Similar disagreement exists over the next pontiff's stances on issues such as birth control, stem cell research and the ordination of female priests.

DOES THE POPE GO TO HEAVEN?

That's a question that is going throw my mind all day long, And I think that he is not going to heaven
I just have that feeling ( i know , its weird ) but the thing is:
You can only get to heaven if you are baptist ( or am i wrong? ) and in the catholic chruch they don't do that
( well , yes they do, but then you are a baby, so that doesn't count ) so doesnt that mean he doens't get into heaven.. cause if that doesn;t matter, then what is the point of being babtist??

If you then just leed an ok life, don't sin to much, you could get into heaven, then the whole point of jesus sacraficing him self was for nothing...


( CAN ANYONE JUST HELP ME GET A CORRECT ANSWER TO MY QUESTION?

DEATH OF JOHN PAUL II
Time of death: 9:37 p.m. in Rome; 2:37 p.m. Eastern; 19:37 GMT, April 2, 2005
Age at time of death: 84 years
Death announcement: Joaquin Navarro-Valls, Vatican spokesman
Vatican protocol: "All the procedures that were foreseen in the apostolistic consitution (universi dominici gregis) that were put forth by John Paul II on the 22 February 1996 have been launched." -- Navarro-Valls

school is kinde boring, i just don't learn anything right now, but i have my art history exam comming up next wednesday, so that means that i will be reading +- 270 pages about art/music and dans.
Wich is normally not so bad,but if you don't have time....

So on saterday the tenniscourts here in denekamp are gonna open officially, but me and a friend are hoping that we can play tomorrow...

tomorrow 1 April, not a good day, the day where the play pranks on you, ...

So i also heared that that woman in us. Died ( the one who was in a coma ) and i thougt that was really terrible, how can a person just decied, well thats enough, i'm sorry but you've lived long enough.. and today we stop feeding you. Well she's with god now, and she wont have to suffer no more, but the i do wonder, what will happen when the husband dies... what will god say??

i'm really hoping that i will get my phone tomorrow, cause i am going to Utrecht on saterday, i am going to visit my new school ( college ) and i am really exited. My sister is also comming with me, it's only 2,5 hours by train so...:D

that's it for now, hopefully i will have something more interesting to tell ya'll tomorrow,
I just finished watching Hugh grants: About a boy, and I really must say: VERY GOOD MOVIE, so if you haven't seen it:

GO WATCH IT

thats it for now,

sleep tight

Michael